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…I wouldn’t mind doing this x) Soo heart-warming...

Sun, 06 May 2012 12:45:03 -0400

…I wouldn’t mind doing this x)

Soo heart-warming <3

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I love you Allison

Mon, 30 Apr 2012 14:22:14 -0400

I love you Allison

The story, from his point of view:) This woman. The one up...

Tue, 10 Apr 2012 00:20:00 -0400

The story, from his point of view:) This woman. The one up there^^, you see. She is one stubborn, yet beautiful lady! In the mid week of February, 2011, my heart had been broken, again, by my ex. As the days passed, and my sorrow grew worse and I showed it more and more, Allison seemed to notice. She messaged me on Facebook here and there trying to talk or say anything which I almost always ignored or gave up on within a few messages. But she wouldnt quit. Every sad post I had, she would say something in essence, to “suck up,” such as: cheer up, smile!, or tell me how undeniably cute I was. Her goal wasn’t to give me sympathy, and that is what I was after. The little compliments here and there slowly became my cocaine, however, I pushed her away so bad. I pushed her away from my heart and mind, but only her looks, I couldn’t stand to not stalk her photos and gauk at the pure beauty and sex-esq feeling I felt every time I looked at her body and face. Little to either of our knowledge, her looks would be the thing that kept her hopes for me alive. She has a terrible reputation at Lakeview High where we went to school and that reputation scared me and kept me away from her for so long. I wouldn’t even stop to listen to her story to get a second opinion because i’m stubborn and my views on love didn’t match who she supposedly was. Feeling I was right, as i always find myself to be, I only talked to one friend about my possible interest in a girl that had a child at seventeen. That friend was Tyler, because he understands where my walls are and how they fall, however, the conversation quickly was settled on the terms that I was very right and to stay the fuck back. I went to look at her one last time, and she was taken and I was PISSED so I realized I could do that. Only for a while. By now it was June and I had ended the relationship that Allison had a passionate hate for. Throughout my whole seven weeks with her, Allison never seized to be her creepy interested self as she liked and or commented on every post I had, some even within seconds of posting. But the truth was… I loved it. Every last bit of it. Cheyenne hated it. She always said how i’d end up loving her no matter how much I denied any feelings of even friendship with Allison, which at points, were true. That part of my life was over, but my attraction to Allison wasn’t. I thought about it day n’ night. And finally, I decided to start a conversation with her and texted her asking her what was going on. Her reply was a shocked face with a response saying that she was high as fuck. I was anti-marijuana at the time. I got very mad and gave up on her for five weeks no matter how much she tried. Come the end of September, I had gone back to my comfort zone like I always do when I fly that was Abbigail and Sarah, girls from ballooning. I put my life into trying to get (back) with Abby from Aug-sept and got nowhere. Then, like has become my thing, I went for her friend, Sarah. Well the same thing happened, but Allison was back in my head and I was alright friends with her. The night I gave up on Sarah was homecoming night. I prayed to god Allison would show up. On the contrary I got followed around by Cheyenne and her friend. A shoutout to Megan Ramone for forcing me to come and saved my life from the 9mm I had locked and loaded. Allison and I talked here and there through tge early weeks of October when on October 23, our futures would merge together. She offered to bring hot chocolate to my frozen self late at night. Any girl that willing, alright, you’ve earned this chance. And she blew me away. I drooled over her looks and the sound of her voice as we talked with my co-worker, Ken. I knew I was fucked, in a good way. The hug she gave me was the best, to this day, of my life. The next night she drove to a different city to see me, second brownie point. Only to bring her daughter with her as we both feared would keep us apart. But it was the opposite. I fell so hard for the little one and looked up and got goosebumps looking at Allison, it was game over, all in, where do I sign… she stayed with me until five in the morning talking to me and laughing with me. She talked atleast 4 hours constant. She felt annoying, but little did she know I loved it, I found it to be the same pleasure I find in being read a new story out loud to. She left and it was the hardest goodbye since February, and it was only for the day. Later on that day, she came to see me at work. Something sparked and we both just stopped and looked at eachothers eyes, lips, and eyes again. She proceeded to attack kiss me more intensly than i’d been kissed in over a year. I stopped her to make her mine, and the make out session continued. A “finally” feeling for her efforts and a “finally” feeling for my broken heart and mind. I, people, was in love.

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-Alex.

Me thinks...

Thu, 05 Apr 2012 23:46:00 -0400

It’s time to add fitness and a healthy lifestyle and healthy choices into our lives. I’m determined to become a healthier, sexier, happier me. Now! To convince Alex to participate in this challenge to be sexy!

Hopefully he’ll take the bait, seeing as exercise boosts your sex drive. ;D

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Today I talked to Jordyn. One of my very best friends and my...

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 22:17:00 -0400

Today I talked to Jordyn. One of my very best friends and my maid of honor. <3

She and I grew to like each other one day while we were seated next to each other in our Orchestra, while I was probably a junior in high school. She’s two years younger than I am. But we bonded really quickly because I was always quirky and funny and she was always laughing at my stupidity or my jokes or stories. So we grew to love each other as sisters. :)

Now she’s dating my younger brother! I’ve graduated high school and will have been graduated for a year this June. My little brother’s turning 16 this year! He’s also in high school. But their relationship is VERY long distance. She lives here, in Michigan. And I think my brother just moved back to Kentucky after living in North Carolina for a year or so.

Love them both to death. <3

My maid of honor, Jordyn. (above left)

My little brother, Tyler. (right photo)

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The music. Lucky for us, Alex’s dad’s best friend,...

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 10:11:00 -0400

The music.

Lucky for us, Alex’s dad’s best friend, Jerry, is a DJ. So all our music is free. The price people usually pay for DJ’s is obnoxious but we got incredibly lucky. Probably the money we save on our free catering from Fazoli’s and our free DJ could go toward the honeymoon :)

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It was a family photo day today! :) The little one is our...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 21:33:00 -0400

It was a family photo day today! :) The little one is our daughter, Madison Marie. <3 Born January 1st, 2011.

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Me thinks.

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 21:12:00 -0400

Alexander and I should go to our hometown together one day while someone watches the baby or it’s her father’s weekend and walk around to see where exactly we want to have our wedding in 2013. Marshall means so much to me, as it was a huge part of my life since I grew up there and had so many memories there that were good. His mother actually went to MHS a year or two ahead of my mom and dad. So it’s in our blood. And it’s such a beautiful little town.

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The story. Or at least an idea for one. This isn’t OUR...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 20:21:40 -0400

The story.

Or at least an idea for one. This isn’t OUR story but I LOVE this idea.

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I absolutely love this idea. It would work for our wedding...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 20:05:00 -0400

I absolutely love this idea. It would work for our wedding because I want to get married outside in our hometown.

Marshall :)

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calla lilies, orchids, fiddlehead ferns, and orange roses. I...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 20:01:56 -0400

calla lilies, orchids, fiddlehead ferns, and orange roses. I don’t usually like roses but this is pretty beautiful. :)

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The man. He’s my best friend and my other half. I’m...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 19:20:00 -0400

The man.

He’s my best friend and my other half. I’m crazy, fall heels over head, his and her towels, in love with him. He’s my rock and my giggle buddy. He’s what I’ve always longed for and never had til now. Forever and a bag of chips, babe.

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Beyonce is amazing, and I’m totally in love with this...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 13:00:00 -0400

Beyonce is amazing, and I’m totally in love with this song. It’s going to play at our reception. :) For all the couples, just married, or together for 20+ years to dance to.

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Before I say goodnight.

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 02:36:00 -0400

I’d like to put out there that I do believe making this blog about my and Alexander’s wedding is one of the best decisions I’ve made in a while. It helps us connect on a deeper level. One we can understand each other on, easier with all the visuals right in front of us. It’s already brought us closer and I just started it. :)

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Also on our playlist. :) onceuponahotchocolate<3

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 02:31:00 -0400

Also on our playlist. :)

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Another song Alex recommended I add to our playlist...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 02:23:00 -0400

Another song Alex recommended I add to our playlist :)

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Alex said I must add this song to the playlist of our songs at...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 02:16:00 -0400

Alex said I must add this song to the playlist of our songs at the wedding. <3

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This song is very catchy and I love her voice. It’s so...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 02:05:00 -0400

This song is very catchy and I love her voice. It’s so laid back and raspy. Perfection! :)

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The photographer.

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 01:59:00 -0400

The photographer.:

This woman’s name is Jen Doornbos and she does photography in the midwest of Michigan. She also is one of my family friends, so I know her personally. She did an amazing job of doing my senior pictures while I was still in high school. I love her style and she’s also really beautiful inside and out. For full coverage of my and Alex’s wedding, she’s going to charge us $1,800. I think it’s amazing pricing since Dave Melges has always been a little pricey. He’s good but he’s not the type of photographer we’re going for.

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Stumbled across this the other day while listening to my nightly...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 01:51:00 -0400

Stumbled across this the other day while listening to my nightly dose of train. :) I love how upbeat it is. It’s definitely becoming one of my favorite songs. <3

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